June 22, 2017 was the day you decided to come into this world and into our arms. You were welcomed not only by your daddy & I, but by a curious older brother, a very supportive midwife, and alot of excited friends & family. Some were with you as you entered the room & some were celebrating your birth in other parts of the country ♡ You were welcomed with a fierce & deep love!
You took your time and tested mommy & daddy's patience! We arrived at the beautiful birthing suite around midnight and knew today was the day we would get to hold you in our arms. The room was filled with peace & excitement. Your daddy, grandma and the midwives were all there at the birthing suite. We tried to get some rest but each contraction brought a new wave of excitement with it!
I had been planning to give birth to you naturally & depended on your dad, positive birth affirmations & low deep moans to get me through each contraction. By morning, I was starting to get emotional because things were not progressing. Thankfully I had a great support team & they were able to build up my confidence and I remembered that my body was not broken, you would come when you were ready and I could get through those contractions no matter how long it took. Well my dear...you decided to test my patience even more. My contractions contuined this way well into the afternoon. At one point I needed some warm water to help with the pain.
The water relaxed me, the low lights brought a sense of reverence and the ocean waves your sweet grandma put on for us was very peaceful. Your sweet dad massaged my shoulders at some points and helped time each contraction. You and I labored this way for awhile & then the midwife made the decision to break my water, in hopes that it would help with progression. Once the water was broken, things got alot tougher for momma. The contractions that had been managable up to this point, became stronger and more difficult to endure. I leaned on your dad for support and he held me up through each intense wave. After awhile of enduring these harder contranctions, we decided that my scar from my previous c section may be interfering with my uterus and we made the decision to transfer to the hospital to finish your birth.
Once we arrived at the hospital, my contractions picked up in intensity even more and I finally hit what they call transition. I knew this would be the hardest part and I had hoped to be more mentally prepared, but because of the long exhausting day we had already endured, this became very tough for mom. The hospital nurses kept offering me medication to take the pain away, but your sweet daddy, grandma and the wonderful midwife continued to remind me of the determination I had to give birth to you naturally without an epidural! I knew I had already come so far and I was reassured that you were on your way from Heaven now and would join us very very soon! The next two hours were the most difficult hours of my life thus far. Ill never forget the way your dad held my hand and wiped away many tears. I will also never forget the moment I was told it was time to push! ♡ I felt so much relief as you moved into the birth canal. My contraction pain ceased and I felt strong urges to push. I was so tired at this point that I was afraid I did not have the strength I needed to get you here.
I remember a nurse placing some ice in my mouth and I was too exhausted to chew that ice. It was a scary thought to think I had come that far and had no stength left to push. However, my sweet angel, I prayed and I know I received heavenly help because each time I needed to push, I was able to muster up strength that I know I did not posses. I remember the midwife reminding me that there were angels in our midst and I clung to that sweet thought!
Your dad and grandma never left my side. Your sweet aunt also stayed and captured this miraculous event, so we would never forget.
Your daddy & I had been told that you would be a boy. So when you finally entered the room and we were told that you were a girl, the room erupted into cheers, gasps and many many tears were shed. Your daddy & I cried and rejoiced! We were so thrilled to have a sweet daughter!
You are so loved and cherished my dear! The day you came into our lives will always be such a sweet and beautiful memory! ♡













